Tuesday, March 25, 2014

clueless!!! Totally!!

Guess I take on to writing when I really have no idea on how to go about doing all the work which I take on to my head and eventually  realize that I cant actually perform it !!! Phew!!! I am sooo confused right now , totally clueless..My boss has assigned some work ( which I understand that he himself has no clue about) and this is where I end up at.. whining about the kind of over enthusiasm I unnecessarily display at work ...and all that leading to a blog post with my clueless rantings.And to top it up the semester is fast ending and I got to complete the syllabus for which I have to prepare a notes.... I really am so annoyed with my boss, not that he assigned any work but the kind of work he gave and the expectation out of it is totally hopeless.I really love the field I am in , the kind of feeling you get when you understand that you are enlightening a few young minds, that feeling is totally awesome, but setting boundaries around each line and sentence and word you speak and asking the best result out of it is an absolute sin.So what I did all evening was opening power-point, checking what info I have to insert , checking Google on how best that can be done,then back to ppt,then info,then Google some more then realize that I have not been blogging much these days and here I am!!! I don't understand how can I keep on ranting for 1 hour for the kind of strict info (about our college and its various activites as a part of college campaigning) which was provided to me,impossible.So how much time do I need to bounce back of that annoying situation....1,2,3,4 ok I am fine , decided I will talk to him clearly that there isn't much clarity on the work he has assigned and I am off  to  checking some kadhai chicken recipes.ciao ; )

Thursday, February 27, 2014

Knock knock...

Its been a long time...lots of things happened since then....job change,got enrolled into Ph.D,busy with training classes even on Sundays,managing on the home front etc. etc..well, honestly I was too lazy to blog.thats the real reason........OK pretty much the summary of the bad and good in my life these days...but how time flies....
so today's holiday for me,thought of doing 100 different things with umpteen plans for today but when I finally realized that all of that is not really possible in this one decent holiday I pretty much settled in for blogging which I had almost forgotten.May be I find writing very comforting or energizing...I don't know...
I am a bit off today…am realizing that I need almost no reason to get ‘upset’ these days, so I don't think these mood swings count anymore. Anyways, felt a bit bored today...so I felt like listening to some peppy number and there it was..."Saadi ke fall sa tumhe match kiya rey,kabhi catch kia rey..."  the first time I listened to this song I was like , oh god how awkward and idiotic the song is but after I heard it again I was like OK ..Prabhudeva's songs can uplift ur mood sometimes with such weird lyrics.....Hey indeed it is a peppy song...after listening to lungi song in every channel and every other school's annual day function I feel this song is soo refreshing,so its first lungi and now sari ka fall.
    Y'day the senior students felicitated two faculty members who were getting relieved.It was very heartening to see how students shower their love and respect towards their teachers when the thought of separation sets in.For a moment I felt that the same concern should have been shown while the classes were being taken.But somehow they seem to undermine the importance of listening and actively interacting in the class.For me, evn if the student mumbles anything Its a great achievement in itself, but dear hardly do they speak.They listen( that's what I prefer to presume) as if they are totally engrossed in the lecture and the saddest part is even when a question is raised at the end of the session, the same engrossed look with no reaction or response is found.So what were they engrossed in really??